I've been single for over 6 years. There have been a few guys I dated. One of whom I had fallen in love with. Yet here I am today on a Friday night watching a wedding marathon and wishing it were me who was getting married. I want the excitement of getting married again. I want to feel that love. I want to be in love with someone. I want someone to love me.
I'm very proud of being on my own. I'm making it work. My girls are growing up realizing that they each are responsible for taking care of themselves and making themselves happy.
No partner can save us, deliver us or give meaning to our lives. The source of our salvation, deliverance and meaning is within us. - Marianne Williamson
This doesn't mean that I don't want to find someone. I've been on match.com over the last 6 years without much luck. I suppose on paper that I am not the most desirable person out there. I'm chunky, I have 4 kids, I'm not Cameron Diaz. I imagine we five ladies would be a lot to handle!
So I'll continue to have my Friday evening wedding fantasies. But if any of you know a single wealthy, kindhearted man, please send him my way. I'll even invite you to the wedding.